Poem 13

i love you more when I have controlWhen there isn't things in the wayThe only way I feel wholeIs when they stop trying to sayThat certain truths are toldAnd are the right path and wayHow do I make them stopI really want to know if this is realI told them they should piss offWhat is there even left to feelSometimes it goes in ways it shouldAnd others my anger tearsIt mutilates, my belief brokenI can't even see what wasIt pushes me to the endAnd I change my mindI no longer want what we haveIt's only for a short timeAnd I come back againI do everything possibleBut these versions aren't meNot just an obstacleI want the complete oppositeOf what I had, then you returnLike waking up from a dreamIt seems to have gotten betterBut these setbacksThese people are all so wrongAnd won't give it upSo I have to believe thingsI dont wantJust to make them realizeIt happened right thereToo fast to do anythingBut I know i am rightAnd I am youIsn't that funnyReally got me goodI scream the truthBut I won't listenJust as you really thinkAnd believe you're wrong